Days of begaining and end

Why so? It's a brand new year.. ANd it's months since i last posted. Yeah.. Was buzy? Not quite la.. More towards writeing my own diary at home. Dint really have much open things to share i guess......

Starting from camp.. Well it's kind of the same i guess.. Nothing much change. Just that we all getting less control from the top. But presure still the same. Must get things done lor. Fast and good. We just pass our Atech stage 1. It's 2A. Not very good in fact. So i guess no extra off. And things le lor. Well.. I am more or less prepared for the worst. More siong training coming my way!.. Maybe take this way to be fitter la. Fitter better. HEHEHEHE I si buay ai mei =X

Now talk about myself. Recently doing quite good. Finally not single not avaliable liao. hhahaha.. Abit of celebration to talk bout right? ERm.. Just to say.. Pateince defeats alot of things. Guys really need alot of it. Well.. She's a beautifull lady. With sweetness on her. Understanding towards my needs. Caring when she needs to be.. My mom thinks she's not bad. My dad haven make any comments. Hhahaa.. Soon to bring her back to malaysia. Ya.. What elese need to say? She is simply.. My best. =) Loveing her so much.

K la.. New year need new info and goals..
- My love and my gf love will increase..
- Being able to pass army without problem..
- Familly without problems..
- Everday happy..
- Learn how to controll my funds better..
- Earn more money..
- Strike toto first price 1m+..
- Buy lots of things with extra cash..
- No dispute over anything..
- Meet up friends who have not meet me up for biri long time..
- World peace.. ( =X )

AR... again very long no post le..
Here's me posting again lor.
Hm.. simple simple pass my days..
So it's a simple cycle.. CheonG sua... Book out... Spent happy hours.... Back to start. Hhahahaha Well saw quite a few moives i would like to watch. Planing them slowly into shedue.. Once get pay will really need to go watch le.. =P
Hm.z... Need to get a present for my sister too.. Her birthday coming. But likely going to be a belated bd present le.. Yar.. i guess she dun mind la...
Other than tt ley.. Oh recieve the choco from cythia.. A gift from wendy mei zi from aust. hahaha.. air flew in plane over to my hand okie. So it's dobble sweetness lor..
Going to share it with sweetie... Yep.. I hope she love it. =)
Other then this ley.. eh.. not much to share..
Yar.. quite piss off from camp cause 3 times in a roll i dint get a chance to go driving course lor.. Really no fate with driving....

Been sometime since i update right?
Some of u all might be already asking me to update update le..
Hhahaha.. been writing my diary on feelings and some happenings..
So here i just summerise lor.
Well.. Finish up my parade for SAF day.. It was great i guess. Know some friends there. But dint really do any exchangeing of contact la. Cause it's like different world people. They are working and i am NSF yar... So Just had fun listening to them talking on how good or bad is SAF. Other then that. The training in camp arint tt bad la.. It's okie lor. Just that the things need for Alert red is pileling up. Got really ALOT of things to buy. Wister to tooth brush to many other craps lor. Then need to pack so bloodly nicely.. But i find it not pratical. It's for parade style nia lor.. And when alert red start. I can be call back like anytime? Even when on date need to be on alert. They will be issueing some pagger for us to contact us lor. Kind of like wah. big thing. Cannot say it's useless la. For the sake of protecting my loves and country. It's a must do. =)

Then comes some malaysia cross training which i voleenteer to go.
It's from the 12 - 26 AUG. yar. kind of a big thing there. It's 1 x rifle coy company to attach to malaysia army for a attack ex. Then must look good there etc.
There's a series of programe line up to like small tann us and make us fitter and look good. OMG hahahahah... It's promise to get 4 off in due for the ex cause of weekend burn. And promise to release us from all Guard duty and Signal duty. Well doono how true tt is la. So really got to find out. Now is like i really wish to build up and look good for some reason more then this as well. =P

Oh.. Nothing much to add for the things happening.
About feeling ma.. The past few weeks is kind of good ba..
Nothing bad happen nothing much to tell u all too...
Happy for soem reason... Blinded for some reason... And abit upset for others..
Simple things i guess
Alrgith.. SHall end here.

How long has it been?
It's been very long.. Yepp.. I dint post for a very long time.
Got quite some things to do.. Many things to pounder about..
Alot of activit on. Yeah.. And i did quite some diary writing..
Well.. What's there and here is abit different.
Somethings not know to all is writen there. Yes. U ALL cannot and will not find out. =) It's more then privillage to read it. Reading it is like reading my heart right inside me. So how things been for me.. let me see..

Kind of great if i put it in some ways hidden..
Parade arint tt bad. Got me some good time by escaping alot of activite.
Took off and like play just what i needed to in camp. Well it turn ops le.
And it seems like the duty is alot. The comming mth would be busy i guess.
THings like duty signaler is on and craps like ex and alot of things coming..

However when i got time, I Manage to spend time with people i want to spent time with... Watch show and go out. Play pool and some time to rest.. Well.. All this are good quality time spent....

Nothing might be one of a result from try... But if u never try, nothing will happen.
Trying hard is a way. But trying hard dosent mean u will get what u want.
Some people try the whole life to get something but never get it.
Other never even try to get it. Life is unfair. Life is weak. Life is changes. Life is time. Life can be created. Life can be destory. But what is life? Everyone ask, how's life? They ask for your weakness? How unfair? How much time do things? For my life. Many things is unfair. But i have come so far to let it be destory. I see it as moments. As only in moments i can see happiness. Thinking too far ahead create problems. Never try too hard force something. But always try hard to ahcive what u desire. Desire is however other form of weak life.

So what i truly want to say here?

Life is always bad. What makes it nice is the way u choose to balance your life.
How unfair u try to accept. How much changes u try to make it work. How weak can you endure. How long u willing to do life. Choosing the path is easy. Maintaining the path is hard. Everything in life follow the same princeple. 100% of life = How much u accept as constant x maintaining the unconstant. That is why life is so unpreditable.

With this i had always tell myself. Try to peace the mind and enjoy all you can. Try my best for each and every path i choose in. But still i hope. I wish... I wish for the very feeling of maturing and return...

..Love..

Love is patient; Love is Kind; It does not envy; It does not boast.
It is not proud; it is not rude; it is not self-seeking; it is not easily-angered; it keeps record of no wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trust, always hopes and always perseveres.

From Newpaper 25 May

Aiyar.. Booking in soon. My buddy cannot take the parade for me.
Dua me sia. sighz... CAuse he friday got a wedding dinner to attend to lor.
So LL lor. Nvm lor. I take it as training. I know where i damange my back waist liao.
It's at brunei.!! HHAhahah but not during training. During a basketball session with my friends. Over jump abit then sprain it. Oh well.. Since it's just a sprain i guess it can endure training. Just abit sore everyday nia. Find some1 sweet to help me massage can liao.! hwahahahaha *HINT HINT*

Having my break now.. Actually not really call break. Cause was interupted by parade things. Suppose to book in tonight before 10 pm for a good sleep then go to parade at 4am+. It's again other last min kind of thing. VERY VERY last min kind of thing. I was so fustrated on my superior on the timing they give and also it just happen to meet the dates that i dun want any distrubance. Sighz. In the end trade this parade thing with my buddy Vincent. He cover this for me and i shall cover 4 weekend duties for him. Well it's after discussing with him that we manage to come to terms. I am having a back waste line aching problem this few days and going to see the doctor soon enough. Doono what's wrong but sometime bending can prove difficute. Should be carry too much weight liao i guess. Dun really know what the doctor will give. Anyway because of this i convince my buddy to do the parade for me. Hope to recover soon and take my buddy weekend duty off if he kana any. Days arint the best for me last week. Oh well... I guess i have to stick to the term. Bu Yao Mian Qiang.

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